You are a perfect being.
You have to evolve past the limitations that this reality poses upon you.
Once you realize that you are eternal, and live in stillness with this internal truth you will realize that it was you all along. You have to realize that the things that have been placed as road blocks in your path were actually placed by your own higher self to keep you from drifting into the wrong time line. You agreed to this reality and you made sure that all those things that did not belong to your energy were blocked. Deep down you know this yourself, that you are meant for clean and perfect execution of responsibility. When you move into something that is not truly what you chose to incarnate for, that apparent roadblock was not random bad luck but your own self keeping you from deviating from the higher truth.
That you are eternal.
When you realize that you are a perfect being of light and actively choose perfection as an expression of your higher self, all things will begin to manifest better than you could have ever imagined. Just because you can do something, it doesn’t mean you should. Reality might give you the okay temporarily but eventually emptiness follows. The hollow feeling that accompanies you afterwards will keep you from getting ahead one way or another. Which is why choosing the right thing now will place you immediately at the top. The decision has to come from your inner core. There’s no escaping, there’s no fooling your own perception. Once the decision is made in the right direction with full genuine honesty, and conviction, everything will change. Just as fast as things seemingly vanish from your path as if you were cursed, so too will the things come back many times greater than you initially thought. As the age progresses deeper, things will become necessary to deal with. Which is why you must take the decision now to move forward without remorse from the past self. In this way you must be born again, and live in the new version of yourself, then you will see reality truly manifest positively as confirmation.